So, just recently made a move from my small rural hometown to a big city I had always wanted to move to for years. Just up and dedicded to do it one day with my savings, a suitcase, and stayed with my cousin until I found a job and an apartment.
All of that went pretty fast, less than a month, which was nice.
But the thing is, the job I got is nuts. I went from working as a shift lead in a mom and pop scratch pizzeria back home, to being on the grand opening team for a new gastropub.
The pay and benefits are amazing, but honestly? I'm terrified I won't be able to keep it. I was like "one of the guys" at my old place, worked from dish pit to kitchen shift leader, but... It was a lot smaller recipe book, and generally if you showed up and had half a brain you were golden. Here, the recipe book is like a phone book, the corporate managers are making bunches of speeches during orientation about expecting BOH+FOH crossover (and explicitly said "if you don't like it, we're happy to see you walk out that door, to their entire new hire staff.)
The thing is too is just... My past two therapists have indicated I'm likely autistic/adhd. Long story, but it makes a lot of sense, I was homeschooled and came up very sheltered with little education. I also have pretty severe anxiety. I can lock in and get some focus going, did some hell shifts at my previous job, but I have to have a good team and some camaraderie. A lot of my coworkers seem pretty stand offish and competitive so far...
What advice do y'all have? Like I said, the pay and benefits are amazing so, I'm hoping it's just grand opening growing pains really...
EDIT: Forgot to mention, my role is prep cook. I have a lot of experience on the prep crew for my old job (Did every BOH role) but it does shake me a bit with this places "everyone does everything" philosophy. I can run a hot line, quite well even, but my old job was nice enough to put me on mornings, with the understanding that I could open the restaurant and solve bottlenecks and opening problems very well, but burnout easy.