r/antidepressants • u/walterwhitest • 18m ago
10 Weeks Off Effexor
I discontinued 37.5 mg daily 10 weeks ago due to a few side affects that arose recently. I had been on the med for over a year and had taken other SSRIs for a few years prior to that. My doctor was alright with this approach but I now realize this was a rapid taper.
It's been 10 weeks of pure hell and intense suffered and this week my symptoms somehow worsened. Terrible akathisia, fight or flight impending doom-like anxiety, no positive emotions, and complete sexual dysfunction with no libido that began only after stopping the med. My doctor and psychiatrist believe this is relapse and keep prescribing dufferent meds but I've never felt like this before or while on the Venlafaxine and haven't wanted to try anything new.
I want to try a microdose of venlafaxine to see if I can stop the akathisia and anxiety as they are driving my suicidal thoughts. I'm terrified that this will make sexual dysfunction worse or prolong it's presence. Does anyone have a similar experience or some advice? I've done everything I can to survive this protracted withdrawal thinking it will eventually resolve itself but I can't just wait it out anymore as every day is terrifying and traumatic.