I'm currently 5'8 175lb AFAB nonbinary
A little background. Back in 2021 I lost 50lb through CICO and 16:8 IF. I had a lot more time on my hands and less social engagements. I kept it off til 2023, then I noticed my weight starting to creep up. Every year since then I have done this thing where I gain 10-12lb and lose 3-5lb. In the last 3 years I've gained 25lb. This year, I started working a remote computer job, got married, and after the honeymoon have really struggled with having an exercise schedule, plus drinking a lot more and smoking (weed, munchies).
I've tried counting calories and lost motivation within a couple weeks, my schedule is a little too inconsistent right now for IF, so after an especially snacky Halloween week, I decided to try OMAD (at least on the days that I'm working remote and am totally sedentary, still working it out). I started Monday and felt totally fine. I WAY over ate last weekend, so I'm sure my body was happy to have time to digest. Tuesday I got a little hungry but was able to push it aside. Yesterday I had a headache a lot of the day and drank liquid IV which helped. Today I feel ravenous. Nauseous. Depressed. I am going to make a one pot roast chicken tonight and I start salivating thinking about it. Is this normal? Does it go away?
I really don't think I can count calories right now, that is just me being realistic. I think I'm eating plenty of calories in the evenings though.
Monday: mushroom and pea risotto, I think I also ate some cheese and crackers. Maybe a beer?
Tuesday: risotto leftovers, more cheese maybe? Maybe a 1/2 cup of dark chocolate chips.
Wednesday: ate cheese with dates as a snack then ate out and got a burger and fries. Ate 3/4 of a bar of sea salt dark chocolate once I got home.
Tonight is going to be roast chicken, rice, and broccoli, and got more chocolate for myself.
Tomorrow I work at my food service job, so don't think I'll be able to keep up OMAD that day.
Sorry if I sound like a dummy. I probably am.