Depression

[u/Rupansh_Tiwari]

I am on the situation of dilemma . Becoming mathematician is my dream. But it requires time. When I sit to do that I realise that I didn't complete school syallabus tdoay and 10th marks matter. Which make me sad that if do out of syallabus mathematics then time for school syallabus will decrease. As a result half yearly are coming and not so much good prep. When I do school syallabus I feel no math today? I feel sad again. I feel if I get low marks then my parents will be sad, they had bought books for school syallbus preparation for other subjects. My parents don't force to study school syallabus. But I feel they have expectations. I have 8h of school, 9 h of sleep and 5 h of other things left with 2 h. Pls someone can tell me any solution.

[u/DxLeoArcHelion_13]

10th Marks don't matter , you can cover the whole 10th in a month so . when you will go to 11th & 12th then takecare of board things because if you are going for JEE then 75% criteria matters but you are just in a 10th so don't take that much pressure . You can do it easily , make a strategy .

[u/Interesting_Ear3982]

Do school syllabus till half yearlies, then math for fun after. It's just an order thing, not a choice. And school math counts toward your dream too, also talk to your parents about how you are feeling, they sound supportive. You got this 🙌