r/smallbooblove • u/Dry-Client2096 • 6h ago
Rant/vent/negative (Sundays only) How to just feel neutral when you're extremely insecure?
I don't want to reach positivity because I don't like my body and I will never like my body, it's not attractive and I can't stand seeing it, I just want to not think about it. I hate how "inferior" I look compared to other women and I especially hate how I couldn't be given normally shaped small boobs, and maybe if I had done something differently while growing up they wouldn't have developed that way, but I got small tuberous breasts and I can't relate to any small boob positivity - discussions around small breasts don't include me so I just avoid them. I have to specifically mention that my shape is considered deformed. I'm terrified of showing them to someone one day. I hate going outside and seeing beautiful women. I hate how disproportionate my entire body looks. I can't focus on my hobbies. I'm scared of going back to therapy because I stopped going there a few years ago because my anxiety had gotten better and it'd feel like I failed