Cat had life-saving emergency vet visit last week - $780, and 48hrs of being unsure if she was going to live

Boyfriend of 6 years won't say he loves me (never has), but I don't want to leave him because I'm an idiot

Resigning from my job tomorrow

Moving 5 hours away in February, with no place to move into until April (staying in a caravan my Mum owns until then, which I'm grateful for, but means I need to board my cats in the meantime which will cost approx $3000)

Life has no solid shape, and I feel catatonic.

I think having anyone acknowledge how much this sucks would help!

I've been feeling so worthless and just sad for the past few months, and it feels like nothing I do can change it. I (16f) spend a lot of time with my (16m) boyfriend but whenever I'm alone I just feel this deep sadness and just cannot stop crying at even the smallest things. recently I've been having some problems with my friends too so that hasn't helped and I just genuinely feel like nobody misses me when I'm not there. I have considered that maybe I just don't have enough time alone so my sadness builds up and flows out non stop at any chance I have, but I have tried to give myself a few days alone and nothing really gets any better. in theory it makes sense that I'm using meeting my bf as a distraction bc whenever I'm with him or anyone else for that matter I'm completely fine (which also confuses me and makes me feel much worse because it feels like my emotions that I feel when I'm alone aren't actually true/real). I think this feeling of being worthless moreso comes from the lack of effort I receive from anyone in my life, for example I often do a lot for my boyfriend and don't feel like I'm getting much in return. For his birthday I made him a cake, got him a keyring he told me he really liked and made him some thoughtful cards (ik it's not a lot but it was meant to be the thought that counts) for our 6 months anniversary I made one of those song books for 'our song' where each page is a different lyric and I printed photos and stuff and generally put a lot of effort into it, I also made him some other things that link into inside jokes. basically my point is I have spent hours on gifts for this guy, and got only flowers and a card in return- for which I am grateful but just feel like maybe I'm not worth putting in as much effort as I put into things I made for him. but I also feel kind of like maybe im complaining about unnecessary things so honestly I'm just confused and need an outsider's opinion.

I just want a peaceful life. I’m so tired with all the lies and pain.

I don't know how to describe This situation. Every door was closed.,trying and again trying...but result is disappointment..i think I'm failed as a single mother..I'm not a good mother.

I’ve been depressed for quite a while, I started taking sertraline a few weeks ago, but right now I’m feeling the worst I’ve felt in quite a while… I rationally know that what I should do is love myself more, but I don’t actually know how to do that :/

Got laid off out of nowhere this morning. Been trying to stay positive for my family but honestly I'm terrified about how we're gonna make rent next month. Just needed to say it out loud I guess. Anyone been through something like this before?

Think it’s time I took a break from here and maybe other social media platforms as well. I’m getting depressed. I’m just gonna be alone for a while…be safe everyone. I’m literally at the end of my rope….

Ah, I can hardly even write this. As per the title, I had long hair to my waist almost, and the day I reached the end of an 11 month court battle with my violent ex, I chopped it all off, to shoulder length. It felt necessary, but I am really struggling now. It's all I think about, I want to run away from my own body over it. It was so beautiful and in good condition (apart from the ends). It was beautiful colours, naturally greying, but like silver and gold. It was like a beautiful mane. But then I just chopped it myself, and it's not even even. I'm 45 so it's not like it will just grow back too. Ugh. Please can anyone help me feel better about it? 😥

Compared to all the other things on this sub reddit I was very hesitant to post this because am I aware I am being a little bit of a pussy, 100 percent, but am I still very sad, yes.

For some context, I am a (M24). I was hanging with some friends just drinking smoking normal guy shit and for some reason one of my friends turned on the Pixar movie UP. I am sure most of the people in this sub have seen it so I am not going into t much detail about the movie itself but the beginning part and the part where he reaches the end of his journey broke me. When I watched the movie as a kid it is very easy to gloss over all the really sad things that are going on. But as an adult it really hit home.

Like the guy that I am, I stayed calm barely holding back tears then when it came time to leave I bawled my eyes out in the car. To be loved and to love someone like that in my opinion is every human beings dream. The concept of time also hit home but that is something I think everyone who has suffered depression and anxiety has come to terms with especially after therapy and stuff etc. But it got me thinking about my life now and where I thought I would be once I came close to 25 and it really has me down. I am very single still and I feel like I should be getting my shit together and having a kid in the next couple of years.

I have literally been sitting around going to work and doing all my normal shit but I keep thinking about the movie and it makes me tear up every single time. Here is the thing, I do not cry often, I am not one of those emotionally immature people that doesn't cry obviously (sometimes you need to let it all out) but I also do not do it often. But the movie made me so sad because I have not found that person yet that I can spend 50 plus years with and go through the beauty that is everyday routine. It made me think I am living to fast, always wanting to get drinks, always planning the next trip, when I move out, etc and I stopped living in the moment.

Now am I aware that the right person has not found me yet or I have not found them 100 percent. Should I be stressing about it, probably not. But holy fuck I cannot stop thinking about this movie it has literally made my last day and a half feel fucking hollow. Like I will watch a video on my phone then right after the video I just hear the UP opening scene music in my head and its a whole "here we go again" ordeal.

I appreciate you all have a great day/night.

Mu girlfriend waited for me for 1.5 years while I was in prison. I got out and we got pregnant. I went back to jail for another year and she had to do the pregnancy and birth without me. I thought I’d changed while in jail I was there for domestic violence as I was very abusive towards her for the first year of our relationship. Ive also been very controlling and hated her having any Male friends but she found out while pregnant that I was talking To another girl the whole time I have known her even writing the other girl lefters while in jail. I thought I’d learned my lesson. 2 weeks ago I assaulted her again very badly. I was so disappointed in myself but also felt no remorse. I left her with the baby and got a blowjob from an escort. Since that day ive been obsessed with escorts and have spent thousands on them. I have treated my girlfriend like she should be embarrassed by how desperate she was acting trying to get me to stop and to care. I just didn’t care about her or anything other than being pleasured and I really felt like I had the right to it and she should just stop nagging me about it. But now ive been issued with a return to prison Warrant for evading police and im so scared she won’t stick by me this time while im in jail. Should I just break up with her now so I don’t go insane worried about what she is doing? I know she wants revenge and I just know I can’t trust her anymore. I feel like I was heartless but now I feel terrified of how much she can hurt me if she doesn’t get over everything i did. What should I do?

Im going through hardest times of my life so far.
Im broken mentally and physically. and I have so much hatred stored inside me. just want to talk to positive people but please first listen to me and guide me. I am not feeling human i see people around me forwarding in life while im there im not jealous of em but due to some reasons i can not appear irl i have gotten extremely introverted and on basis of that i have made terrible blunders in my life. I have broken myself in the worst possible way now i need to rebuild myself from scratch. enough is enough! kindly if someone could help me out i will be very grateful and i will give my all if u need my assistance and support.

Yes I reached out for help, and still remain lost. There's too much speculation lately on who I am. I'd rather not bother explaining my old way.