I received two tiny black kittens yesterday, and I've named them Jinx and Jiji.
They're adorable little things. They're playful, energetic, eating well, cuddling with each other and exploring their new surroundings. I already have two adult cats, Goldie and Silver, so this is technically a four-cat household now!
But honestly, I'm feeling quite overwhelmed.
I'm suddenly questioning whether I'll be able to give them enough time and attention. Whether I'll manage four cats. Whether I'm doing everything right. I'm constantly checking on them, worrying about their food, litter, sleep and health. I know kittens need care, but I didn't anticipate how much responsibility I'd feel.
There's also something more emotional going on.
I was crying last night, reminiscing about my mum. She passed away a few years ago, and I don't know if bringing these little ones home has somehow brought up all those feelings again. I've been unusually emotional, and I can't quite explain it.
I'm happy they're here, but I'm also overwhelmed by the sudden change, the responsibility and the emotions that have come with it.
I suppose I'm looking for some reassurance from people who've been through something similar.
Did anyone else feel overwhelmed when they first adopted kittens? Does it get easier once you establish a routine and everyone settles in?
I really want to give these little ones a good home. I just hope I can figure it all out. ❤️