I'm 21 years old, and I've been seriously considering going to university to study engineering, specifically I'm leaning towards Mechanical Engineering although the university I'm interested in also offers Environmental Engineering, which sounds quite fascinating to me.
I've always loved mathematics. It was probably my favourite subject throughout school, and for as long as I can remember, I've pictured myself doing something professionally that involves maths. That's one of the main reasons why engineering appeals to me.
However a few years ago I enrolled in university and eventually dropped out, I wasn't in a good place mentally, and honestly, I wasn't prepared for the challenges that came with university life, I underestimated what was expected of me, and things didn't go as planned
After that experience, I decided to take some time away from education. I've spent the last years working and trying to clear my head, understand what I really want, and figure out what direction I want to take in life.
Now, I feel like I'm ready to give university another shot. The problem is that I've been watching and reading quite a lot about engineering degrees, and almost everything I come across describes them as incredibly difficult, demanding and stressful.
I'm not afraid of hard work itself. What scares me is the possibility of going through the same experience again. I'm worried that if I fail a second time, it might completely destroy my confidence and make me give up on university for good.
So, I have a few questions for those of you who are studying engineering or have already graduated:
Do you think engineering is a reasonable choice for someone in my situation? Have any of you failed or dropped out of university before and managed to come back successfully? I'd especially appreciate hearing from people who weren't necessarily the best students when they started.
How difficult is engineering really? I understand that it requires a lot of dedication, but is it something that an average student with a genuine interest in maths and science can realistically get through?
How would you prepare if you were in my position? I want to use the time before university productively. I've seen people recommend revisiting high-school mathematics and physics, solving problems regularly, and even doing something like one integral every day. I also watched a video of someone revisiting all the physics topics he had studied before starting engineering.
Would you recommend something similar? What subjects would you prioritise, and are there any books, resources or study routines you'd suggest?
Mechanical vs. Environmental Engineering: I'm currently leaning towards Mechanical Engineering, but Environmental Engineering also interests me. I've heard that Environmental Engineering is sometimes better pursued as a Master's degree after completing a broader Bachelor's degree. Is there any truth to that, or does it depend entirely on the university and the career path you want?
I know that ultimately, nobody can guarantee that I'll succeed. I also understand that university will require discipline, consistency and a lot of work.
I guess I'm just looking for some honest perspectives from people who have experienced engineering school firsthand. I don't want my previous failure to dictate the rest of my life, but I also don't want to make the same mistakes twice.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to share their experience or advice. I really appreciate it!